Midnight:
This Christmas was nice. I had a terrible night sleep last night, lots of pain, and then was tired today, but despite that I had a good time. I enjoyed the food. I enjoyed playing the little tabletop disc game with Angelika, Max, and Kos. I discussed halo 3 maps with Kos. Agreed to play the master chief collection w him sometime like old days. The soundbar/subwoofer make the tv sound so much better. I got good presents and a bunch of cash. The day was super pretty. Blue skies, then a cool moon, and then stars. I missed my ex quite a bit throughout the day, but not so much that it ruined the day for me. I hope she had a good day. I will hopefully sleep well now. I want to cultivate vitality again. I really want the health and focus to go further with the ‘work’. Meditation and manifestation. I want to do the guided meditations much more, and I really want to make making art into habit so it’s second nature… I want my autopilot to include making art. I want health and vitality. Therefore I need to take meditation more seriously. I will do SM kriya & Dispenza guided in the morning.