i failed the driving test today. I feel great now tho, at night. Im in twim bliss. I feel so relieved I’ve finally established regular practice. The last week I’ve felt this feeling of conviction that I’m going to heal this year, and having completely mastered the work, that is meditation, I will bw equipped to manifest. I feel like I will be able to create. I can see in high clarity my future. It’s so filled with love.
i need to live in this vision. In this bliss. I know that if I do for long enough I will find myself in that perfect future where I have actualised by great desires… That is, health and prosperity for myself and others, and creative fulfillment for myself.
i feel my ego getting healthier. I feel love for the world but I’m not perpetually crippled with empathy for the world’s suffering. I feel healthily selfish in the sense that I’m preoccupied with what feels good. I’m moving towards goodness and health and good times. I’m taking care of my monkey and making sure it’s doing good.
I will keep depending this