*thursday

Finished Journey Home last night. Such a great book.

Dispenza is the way. Dispenza is the way. Accept the call. Go all in. Go home to SOURCE. Heal. Do the work loads. Embody it. Become electrified with health and vitality and enthusiasm. Spread the dharma like lightning spreading electricity. Spread the truth. Spread the glorious good news… That we can reconnect with the life giving source of the universe and it unifies our heart and our brain, it makes our brain’s waves more coherent, it improves our heart rate variability, it boosts our immune, it improves our gut microbiomes dramatically, it alters our genetic expression. It changes our very being. It free’s us from the mundane life we fall into as EGOS. We become as Christ said, fully in the world but not of the world. We are reborn into the kingdom of heaven. We become like children again. Free spirited. This is the good news. This is the gospel. Meditation and total surrender to the process heals us on a fundamenal level. It liberates our souls from the confines of karma (habit)

“The conceptions perceived by my body and mind had become my identity. Now those familiar conceptions had evaporated, casting me into a void. God please help me. Who am I? Who am I? Who, really, am I?” – The Journey Home. This is where I am now. Im either outside of the old self, or im in the old self but totally uncomfortable and confused and I dont KNOW WHO I AM. It is an empty abandoned house. Im moving house. I need to remember that. If I dont, I will spend an indefinite amount more time lost in the desert. The new home awaits. GO!

It is insanity to keep living in the old (sick) self. Time to be reborn. Time to go all in.

I will meditate right now.