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Swelling was bad last night. Woke up pretty rough. Went all in with meditation though which helped a lot. Need to keep walking in this direction! Total commitment. Stop getting distracted by form.
Be totally detached from form. Be detached from outcome. Be totally rooted in God. In wholeness and bliss and love. Become detached from the passions. Become clinical in your dealings with external world. Detachment + practice = progress. If you want to be effective in helping, you must become like the medic on the battlefield, almost robotic, clinical, just focused on their role, their job, the task ahead of them. I can’t get so wrapped up in emotions. This will all happen automatically once I learn to stay connected to source.