Last night was awful and I woke feeling terrible. Swelling and stuff. Dark thoughts. Hardbreak. Pain in abdomen. Couldnt sleep till 2/3/4am. Hell realm state
Today I did a lot of meditation and it really helped. My devotion and commitment is renewed. I will sleep good tonight hopefully and then do much meditation tomorrow.
Today I filmed a ‘going all in on meditation – day 1’ video in vertical mode. I will try do that daily to keep me accountable and to moivate myself to stay on the narrow path