offcourseeeee
too much chaos
paying for it now
pain in side
mania disguised as freedom… sorta. Little chaos needed. I struggle with the balance. Especialyl with all the kundalini, Like trying to drive an insanely modded supercar when you’re used to a bicycle. So much more reactions actin up. That plus pain
Man I gotta stop forgetting my situation
My physical health is fuarkkked and is limiting me and making me struggle. Im in pain all the time. I need to go all in with dispenza
family sick constantly too. Accept the call to adventure and help man. By healing yourself you get to be of service to those you love too. Don’t get distracted by the nonsense of the ego.
Deepen into presence and bliss using TWIM. Then sanity is restored. Then move forward carefully.