2am next day:
Helllll yeah. Good night. Bless dad for driving. Seen faraway shapes. Felt great seeing Cal. Solid hug. Good hug from Caoimhe. Liked talking to Ella too. Caoimhes boyfriend is cool. Hit it off with him. Lovely people. Good night. Can’t wait to have health fully restored through the process so I can be free to get to know people again.
i don’t know if college makes sense. Maybe it does. I adore the country. Part of me wants to be back there. Another part of me wants to heal, get a car and license, and get working here. Heal and strengthen that which is around me. What am I gonna learn over there that will serve my purpose? The people over there are kinda doing well anyway.
i need access to higher intelligence. I really feel like people are guiding me and I wanna communicate with them directly. I must learn astral projection already