wednesday

22.18

I smoked and went for a walk listening to type beats. It gave me lots of insights and clarity. I then journalled white intensely when home. I realized I need to admit to myself what I really want at all times because it is that intense desire that is my life force and I can harness it, and healing is synonymous with knowing yourself and accepting yourself and facing yourself and therefore is the same as moving towards what you truly want

If I believe the work. The yoga. I need to believe I can create anything. I can be anyone. And therefore I need to decide once and for all that I believe I can have what I have most and then just go fully in that direction and win the war of art. Let no resistance slow you down. Let no distractions confuse and hypnotize you. Stay focused all the time on the goal. This will make getting good sleep, and keeping the body abundant and healthy easier because your life will be centred around something you love and are passionate about and therefore when you are healthy and abundant you will feel yourself moving more.

I need to do the work because it makes life amazing so fast and I’m gonna get to live in such a better timeline as such a better version of myself

i will be so vibrant and full of health

i will glow. I will smile and laugh so much. I will be overcome with glee and bliss and joy and gratitude so much. Totally blissed out and grateful. Tune into that emotion. That holy emotion. Total love and faith and gratitude because you are so full of health and positivity. Your glass is overflowing. Youre creatively fulfilled and youre drastically helping peoples mental health by teaching the yoga that you finally got the hang of. Your constant bliss and love will be testament of its status as the way to total healing and salvation.

meditation heals.

go all in.

love love love love love