23.22
tired. Weird day. Seen Michael. Good movie. Went with dad. I have a lot of negative feelings towards him. He’s a very difficult person. It doesn’t seem fair that I’m the one who is expected to be his main form of company when I’m the youngest sibling and they are all already settled with family. Netherlands is a solution. I hate compassion. Most people my age would just selfishly prioritise themselves without thinking twice. Idk. Lock in. Gotta lock in.
tech is absolute trash. Total obstacle. Get ripped. Do yoga. Build mind body connection. Journal. Read. Guitar. Freestyle. All these things can be done with zero social media. Make Mac only for music. Pit away phone and tablet. Either it’s offline or on Mac making something. Fuck portable lil screens. Fuckem. Time is of the essence. I don’t wanna waste a single min on them again. I want a life of meaning. I wanna go all the way. I don’t wanna be so limited.