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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
the default consciousness is enslavement.
everyone wants you to be like them
everyone wants you to think like them. to be like them. to feel like them. think. believe. act. like. them.
STAY IN PRISON WITH US. GET COZY IN THE LIE.
FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFF. CRABS IN A BUCKET GIVING YOU ADVICE ON HOW TO DO WELL IN LIFE (BUT IN THE BUCKET).
No one has figured out shit. They are all fucking miserable with theri vices and their perpetual disastisfaction and their slave jobs and their stress and their egos and their misery and their unhealthy relationships to food and tech and other people. I dont want to be any of them. I dont want to be any of them. My ideal doesnt exist in the flesh.
I WISH I WISH I WISH I had financial freedom
That is the thing they all rub in your face. Until you have money you are worthless and you are lost in everyones eyes. If i had money I would be allowed to be me. Instead I dont have money, so Im harrassed by anyone and everyone with their opinions about who I am meant to be and how I am meant to live
We were monkeys in nature, living off earth. Then we became weird. Society formed. Civilisation. We stopped knowing how to feed ourselves. We got different jobs. Then we were enslaved. Now everyone is enslaved and instead of admitting it they have this pride about their enslavement. They are contributing to the economy. Keeping the show on the road. Keeping the lights on. Fuck off. Not really. The whole system is so corrupt. This isnt some ‘Kumbaya tribal loving were in this together’ thing. This is a parasitic entity that is raping and murdering mother earth and we are all mindless half baked people contributing to it so we get our little weekly allotment of peanuts that we can use to exchange for our favourite vices which numb and dull our consciousness. Fuck that. Fuck all this. Fuck all the prepaved paths. I dont want to be anyone. I just want to be me. I want to be with God. I want to walk with God. I want constant connection to God. I want to manifest. I dont care if they think im crazy. I hate how they subtle programme you to become this lifeless shell of a person. No one is allowed to shine. Im going to destroy this bullshit. Im going to set it all on fire. Im going to set the house on fire. I will set them on fire. I will set me on fire. We need to start from scratch. We need to wake the fuck up.
“Wow he sounds so manic!”
NO I SOUND ALIVE. ALIVE. YOU DEAD PEOPLE. LIFELESS. NO LIGHT.
DEAR DIM LITTLE CANDLES, YOU ARE MEANT TO BE FUCKING STARS. SUNS. SUPERNOVAS. WAKKEEEEEEE THE FUCK UPPPPPPPP.
I will stay outside of the groupmind. I will stay in the desert with God. I will see a better life, and I will bring it into being. I walk with no one but Christ. I listen to no one but God.