thursday

22:41

hmmmm…………….
I have nothing to say.
I think.
I’ll just type till something comes up.

Today went fairly shit. I was tired. Read the news. Got freaked out. Stress-ate. Old patterns. Unconsciousness. Fuck that. I want to be alive. Not here for very long. Need to be effective. Want to be of service. Reduce suffering and be a source of hope. Life is too fun when not sick to stay sick. I know I can heal myself. Keep following intuition. Get back on the horse. Get back meditating.

Read now and then sleep.