wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up
You fool. Life could be so beautiful. Stop blaming the awful weather. There is a sun inside you that is covered with the clouds of mental activity. Mental fluctuations.
Still the activity of the mind. Overcome restlessness and compulsiveness again. Establish that structure again… then you have access to grace. Then health comes. Energy comes. You experience beauty then. Your heart will open. You will be alive.
I hate the way I’ve been stuck living for quite some time. Using tech too much. Dulling my consciousness. Experiencing unnecessary stress and suffering. Not experiencing grace and beauty. Not moving swiftly towards my desired future.
How do I break this pattern? Fasting and meditation. How do I do that? I need the will. That is the hard part. The will is a muscle that becomes weak so quickly.
Remember your why. Other people. If I can get myself out of here permanently. I can get others out of here too. There is too much misery in the world. Life can be a celebration. Instead it is a suffering. An endurance. It needn’t be like this. You know the way. You have the map. The answer doesn’t lie on the internet. Not in a youtube video. Wake up,