thursday’

20:50

it is so early but I’m super tired

today felt more successful

I need to fast more. it works a lot.

I will fall asleep in TWIM.

i will go to sleep now

i love life when life is good and life is good when i love myself because loving myself causes me to rest and be at ease with silence which means im not restlessly engaging with reality causing myself to get overstimulated and agitated

when i love myself i feel content and whole and then i feel free from longing and desires and lusts and greed and i just feel zen and at ease and all feels well and then things go well because i have a certain balance and patience

love myself. heal myself. be of service to people. heal people. create cool stuff. the end.