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I really want to be fully healthy again. I want to lock in again. I miss feeling that way. The feeling of power that comes with competence… that comes with following your own advice. Not breaking the promises you make to yourself. It makes you feel like you could achieve anything. I also feel a healthy feeling of freedom and creativity and just fun when I relax and smoke. I need a balance of the two. It’s confusing. I just feel like everything would make more sense if I completed that process. The one I avoid avidly. The one I can never forget for long thanks to the health issues… Lock in/. Connect with God again. Reconnect to the path.
Exercising really helps reduce anxiety.
Lock in man. Life is so good. FFS just complete the Joe Dispenza stuff. You could have it done in a week or two. The whole health issues stuff could be behind you. Leave that entire identity in the rearview and move into a dope future where you are actively creating your reality. Designing it. Dreaming it into being.
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I hvae so much health and vitality in my body. I can’t help but freestyle over instrumentals. I cant help but make music. It is a hobby that happens effortlessly. I feel creatively fulfilled.
I feel so much love and energy that I can’t help but share it. I have a deep meaningful relationship with my family and friends. They are enriched by my quality of attention and love. Like Neem Karoli Baba I am able to act as a fire or sun. I provide a sense of warmth and belonging to others.
I went all in with yoga. I know it inside and out. I am therefore able to teach it effortlessly, because I am living it every day. I help lead many people out of unnecessary suffering and darkness into the light.
I wake up tomorrow and do a lot of TWIM. I fall asleep feeling love and faith. Feel the emotions of your future NOW.