20:01
today was a slow day. became peaceful at the end. feel like im surrendering deeper into something. sometimes you have to go where you’re not meant to go to remember where you are meant to go. it renews conviction.
i feel love
i read a bit of breaking the habit of being yourself and it felt like the right thing to be doing
phones are awful. instagram is awful, reels are awful
sit with yourself until you overcome restlessness and instead feel bliss, and then if you wish to stimulate yourself, do it by reading or practicing an instrument or writing