ahhhhhhhh
pray to God
feel bliss and direction
interact with the 3d
get tangled in attachments
realise it leads nowhere
Get disillusioned
Pray surrender experience God and then feel at one and feel direction and knowledge and alignment
then interact with the 3d and get attached again and then end up in misery
rinse and repeat again and again and again
who you are around really influences your patterns
i wanna be alone on a mountain top for days fasting