21.35
im home from holiday with dad in alghero
i feel quite frazzled. Sleep will help. My heart hurts. I feel lost. I feel homeless in a weird way. I need to sober up and get serious and create a life for myself. Create a job. Get movement.
enough waiting around. I wanna be proactive. I wanna heal. I wanna be organized again and competent. Driven by reason and intuition and divine will as opposed to compulsiveness and emotions